Spring Break

Eeeeeh. Things have been pretty hectic. I was hoping for a lot of relaxing days but, before the 2nd day of my spring break, everyday of the one week off I have has been filled. (#-Д-) Not only do I have SAT prep classes 1:00-3:00 Mon-Fri, but our junior prom is on Friday (not to mention the dance practice I've had to attend because I'm in the committee due to the lack of entertainment!) and KawaiiKon is Friday-Sunday and I just finished one out of the three cosplays I am working on for other people. (Who I can only give a day for each one) I'll be doing casual Peter White on Friday, and depending on what day the group photoshoot schedule is, (Y)uni and Rin on the other days. :x I don't even know if I'll find time to finish my homework over the break. ╥~╥

I've been really liking the Taiwanese drama of the manga Skip-Beat that Jennifer reccommended to me and it's been really helping me with my Mandarin as well. :)

I've also been watching Dream High 2 though the plot was kinda slow to me. :/
 
here is an outfit post o:

My Favorite TV Shows

Oh my gosh how could I possibly forget!!!! So many of the shows I watch were on hiatus almost the entire month of December. And I totally forgot they were already back on! My number one is...

SUPERNATURAL!

 I am endlessly in love with Dean, then Cas, then Sam. (´ڡ`  )UGHHHH SO HAPPY THEY'RE BACKKK. But Cas is still gone. I miss him like crazy.

Vampire Diaries

 

The plot has been pretty intense lately and I totally ship Elena and Damon. Ian Somerhalder just has the iciest eyes. But then again I have a thing for brunettes with blue eyes. (*Q* )

Community

 It is just hilarious. I love everything about this show it's so well written/scripted whatever.

Now I'm just waiting for the new season of the UK series Skins

Damn, I love shoujo manga.

Instead of doing my very important English essay, I'm up reading manga and smiling like an idiot and getting and squealy. Gosh, I'm reading Yumemiru Taiyou and it's just got my stomach in knots and making stupid faces because everything is so heartwrenchingly sweet and sad, like "Aww" kind, not "I'M GONNA BAWL MY EYES OUT" type. Ohhhh~ I love a good shoujo manga and that tight, yet fluffy feeling on the inside. (*≧▽≦) !!! If you're a fan of shoujo manga, too, I highly recommend it.

I'm so totally gonna hate myself in the morning.♥ (´；ω；`) Good night all~

Rant+OOTD+Falsies

 School's back and I took the PSAT today. :/ I don't think I did very since I had a total brain-fart on the math portion. (ｏ`皿′ｏ) My grades have been dropping dramatically and it's got me down. Especially considering how I felt really good about my last test and I was sure it would raise my 73%(C-) to at least a B- but I TOTALLY FAILED IT!! My answers were right, the numbers were just in the wrong order! AUGGGHHHH!!!! So I got a 43% (SUPER F)(╬ ಠ益ಠ) This is adding on to my probable D in Chemistry and my almost definite D in Mandarin 2.

Anywho, we had to take the PSAT in our school's auditorium and since I knew I'd be stuck in a freezing theater for 3-4 hours, I decided to dress warm and comfortably. (well warm considering how hot the weather typically is here)

 I finally got another pair of black skinny jeans since my last pair became too constricting. (I got fat lol ^ㅂ^;;) I also practiced gyaru make up some more. I'm thinking about cutting my bangs again. I think it actually suits me more than splitting it down the middle.

What do you guys think?

And yet another problem arises. After taking off the lashes I'm wearing in those pictures, I noticed both broke somehow or another and I didn't notice until afterwards.

The left one....

The right. :,c

Oh well! I cut off the criss-crosses and the broken parts to keep these which I'll be putting onto my other lashes. ( ﾟヮﾟ)

Camera issue + haul

 So I haven't blogged recently because my camera's batteries died and I've been too lazy to change them and I'm having some major issues with the shutter button.（￣～￣;） It won't take the picture when I press it. But I've found the solution!! (*≧▽≦)ﾉ I spam click the shutter until it takes a picture LOL. Then the shutter starts working normally. ( ･ω< )b So I have summer school and got to see people I know from middle school which is so refreshing, makes me feel like I'm in middle school again. I don't get to see Shelley much unless we're going to McDonald's for breakfast that morning HAHA. I've seen Amy even less. :c I do see Jayme and Macie a lot though. Ah, I miss Jayme she is just such an overall nice person. (hard to explain my relationship with her lol) And I realize I have a strong attraction to tall guys OHOHOOOOO. Since some of the guys I know from middle school got tall and cute :3

My aunt got me this shirt which was thin and nice actually. I have an air conditioned class so it was good for that :D

 My grandma came back from China and gave me this shirt my cousin bought for me there. I asked my cousin to buy me more stuff but she won't be coming back until June. ( 　ﾟ,_ゝﾟ)

 So I went shopping with my brother's girlfriend today and I didn't plan on spending much but my rbother gave me some money anyway because he didn't really want to bare the horror of girls shopping for underwear so I was like, "AWW YEAAAHHH." and so I picked up a few things from Gilly Hicks, god, that store smells amazing.Their perfumes are much lighter than the ones at Abercrombie& Fitch and Hollister. (= v = ;)

We stopped by Forever 21 and I got this lace crop top that just looked so romantic haha.

 And lashes from Codi Club which Shelley introduced me to! I've seen the palce all the time, but the clothes on display looks so old fashioned and...ugly in general. But deeper in the store they have tons of cute Korean jewlery, make up, lashes, wigs, hair extensions, phone charms etc. \(＾□＾*) They even sell circle lenses there! But they have a very limited variety and they're like $40 a pair so I'd still rather order online lol.

My nails this week. If you can tell, it's supposed to be something like a mermaid's tail but it's hard to make out but it kinda looks like an ocean though, RIGHT, RIGHT? Jk, nobody really thought it looked like that either. ;__; Anyway, that whole dark shade of aqua green and light shade is not the lighting, it's the nail polish. I used 2 different kinds to make a gradient effect which is more obvious when you observe the light is coming in from the left, but the left side of the nail is bluer.

Series of good hair days.

Haven't posted anything in the longest time!! Mostly because I haven't gotten anything new. I have gotten some pretty awesome hair from doing this hair thing I saw in a Japanese magazine. After washing my hair and before bed I sectioned off my damp hair into 5; one bun on top, and 2 on either side. Slept on it overnight (very uncomfortable) and in the morning I curled the odd ends and ran mousse and hair spray through it. This was the result.

 What I do with my camera when I seclude myself in the library. :D

 Probably the best picture of my hair.

 Paws up!

My fake Born This Way and Judas tattooed on with Sharpie. Ahahaha. :,D

 Cake my mom brought back. The strawberry jam on it was disgusting. it was sour and tasted like wine, yuk.

 I got my old sunglasses and hammered out the lens. For something that's from Forever21 it was pretty hard to break.

 I was filling in my waterline for the make up, and it looks better. I'm not sure if I would do it for school though, because it makes my eyes look smaller in person I think.

Holy crap my arms look like twigs. Does this one creep you out?

I'm having weight issues. I'm 92-93 lb (5'4" btw) and that's due to skipping lunch so often. :/ Really I want to gain more weight and try to hit above 100 lb, but farthest I've gotten was 98 lb. This is mostly because I cannot stand eating the same foods over and over again. So I used to eat school lunch and breakfast because it was a nice change from the Chinese food I hate and am served everyday. But lately I don't like school lunch and kind of have to force myself to eat it more often. And at home, even the smell of rice makes me lose my appetite. I definitely eat breakfast and on school days maybe skip it once or twice in one month. I'm forced to eat every meal of the day, but it's hard to get full off food you don't like because if you don't like it, you won't eat much of it right? Well that's my problem. I read nuts and foods like rice, potatoes, pasta, and bread will get you fat because of their carbohydrates so maybe I'll just eat more of those. Except Jasmine rice. I hate that shit.

For a while,

I've been very depressed about various things and I won't be talking about it either. To cope, I'm burying myself in studying and the book I borrowed today which I'm half way done with already.

On a lighter note, to thank Jennifer for taking me out to eat so often, I made her a bento of the pig rabbit she loves so much (But all I know is that it's from a drama she really likes) furikake rice balls and cheese, bacon, green onion omelette. (I tried making it into a heart shape like how I saw in a Japanese magazine once, but that failed lol)

I also made myself iced strawberry black tea.

And I went with my mom to Palama (Korean supermarket) and bought this strawberry-apple popsicle I've been wanting to try again since Rachel first introduced it to me. @ A @

 Also this one I've seen in the few k-dramas I've watched and it tastes freakin' gooooooooooood. Cheap, too. 89 cents. :D

Gah. I really wish I could do more posts on make up and clothes, but I haven't bought anything new lately or review anything that hasn't already been reviewed 948975610230 times. :C

*more complaining from me.

Basically, I'm speaking here for all the things I don't want to really say to anybody. I don't understand why I've been so emotional lately. Mostly angry as hell. I'm so pissed I could really hit something. Especially my brother who thinks it's alright if he pisses me off and just says sorry like I won't still be mad. Then yells at me for still being mad and then everything's perfectly fine after that like I wouldn't be even MORE annoyed/furious with him. I kind of want to cry because there's no arguing with him since he'll always be convinced he's right.

Also, being at home for these past couple days have made me skinnier somehow? I rarely eat lunch at school (because it's gross) and last time I checked maybe a week or two ago, I was like 92.8 on an empty stomach and now I'm 91.8 on a full one. What the crap is going on? I'm currently feasting on a huge bowl Nutella + corn flakes. If I still have the flu in my system, maybe I'll try coughing on him in his sleep

I'm pretty irritated at my brother for waking me up in the middle of the night to open the door for him and then accidentally kicking my bed this morning while getting something. /( =`皿′ = )\ Needless to say, I'm tired. Also, the batteries for my camera are dead and there's no more in the house. (*・_・)


Shelley had Amy bring over the k-drama Full House for me today. I hear it's really good but it's pretty boring right now. ( I'm on the 3rd episode) .__. Also the clothes and stuff are so outdated ahahaha. Only my tea and Nutella toast for breakfast is worth being awake for. (´ Д ` )

Sick.

So I've been a little sick these past couple weeks, but then I got a 102 degree fever on Saturday which wasn't that bad, so I went to the doctor. Apparently I got the flu and can't go to school for a week which sucks because this is the last week of the quarter and I have tests to do and I'm trying to make it to having only As and Bs. Also, it's lonelier than I thought without my friends. :c

★NewYearRANT

Picture oriented as I am, none this time. :c Any who, I'm as stuck as ever on my history project and can't find enough of the pictures I need and can't come up with any good reason to explain why I have the ones I do have. I wish I could stop going out so much because it's hard to say no and I want to work on this blog and with make up more hahaha. (GOD, WHY AM I SO POPULAR. LOLJK) I was too late to get the circle lens deal and so I can either pay full price or wait another year. .___. Maybe if I can save my money until Chinese New Year, I can get them. (WHY AM I SO CHEAP?!) I'm thankful for my friends this year who enrage me but are all so sweet and go through great lengths for me. 

I need more time to myself to read manga. Particularly shoujo♥ because I used to go on MangaFox after school everyday just to find new shoujo manga to read because there is always a lot out there and the reason why I like it so much is because it's such a love filled world that's extremely fluffy and sparkly and sickening to some I know. (AMYLOL) It lets me out of reality and pretend that maybe it could happen to me. (Obviously I'm a girl who dreams of a-little-less-than-perfect Prince Charmings)

I've been so pissed and depressed today (most likely mood swings from my time of the month) I ate a bunch of chocolate things to cheer myself up. (so long, almost clear face! ( ; Д ;)/~~)

Onto my New Years Resolution! Gross. Everything begins with an S

•Stop talking (so people will think I'm nicer)

•Suck it up and not be such a bitch to less-than-bright people

•Stop that 'habit' and work hard

•Shoot for A's